few days ago, I had many good news that I was accepted as participant on International Seminar in Kyoto, Japan. I was surprise that I'm one of registered participants. I had spread this good news to everyone that I knew, even I told vice rector in my campus. He was also glad to hear that news. And, I was trying to keep in touch with him. But you know sometimes the plan doesn't go as we thought. Yap, he was absolutely in busy. It was horrible, I couldn't make a short conversation. I was wondered to know how the way to apply visa. Really, I'm blind about this thing -_-. But I do believe that Allah almighty always keep contact on whoever believe in his hands. Yeah, sure!!! Allah is totally different from all his creatures. He is never slept, always understanding and give us the way.
Back to my confided hahahaha.. After that I felt upset sometimes, enthusiasm at the same time. but after the announcement was issued by the Event Organizer that they did not put me on the final list. But the announcement the previous was not the final list -__-. Shittt I got upset all the day. I just lay down on my bed, and I was not going to everywhere. But I realized something that I have capability to do something correctly. Then, I was looking for another International Seminar which will be held in Japan. And, then I got it!!!! Woow you know someone says that sacrifice at the first time. I really know how it felt!!! I think that's all for me See ya secret admire.
